I was making out why of wanting to be the one that you want me to be

But I ain’t

I’m kind of, like, my thing

Thought you could take the weight of discovering that

But, so what?

Who’s counting? What’s the point?

I’m tired of lying about my indifference, now

So, hold out your finest smile like that

Maybe your life is declined of a reason

And though it all seems mindless, I don’t know if I’ve been trying enough to actually deserve this

I was making out why of wanting to be the one that you want me to be

And though it all seems mindless, I don’t know if I’ve been trying enough to actually deserve this

Because the blur is being brightened and the world gone by is relying on us to actually live above them

Now, I’ve finally calmed down

Everything faded, even my sorrow is gone

So, so long

Au revoir, mad things

None of you makes me feel like tomorrow does

I was messed up outright wanting to be the one that you want me to be

But I ain’t lying about lying

Don’t think you can withstand my indifference